Reply By: Anonymous(Anonymous User) Posted: Thursday, January 19, 2006 I want to let you know something. Everyone on here has made a lot of sense that I think you should listen to, yet you are not. You say you want to tell your father how your heart is breaking.. well do it! Life is not always right or wrong, sometimes it just is. As for your fight with the whole "no one loves you" issue, that is totally bogus. You know that as well as many of the others on this blog do. Your sister, ...

Well we all know the saying "To be or not to be, that is the question." But what does it mean to those who have seriously considered suicide? What does it mean to those who have attempted to take the easy way out of life? Well here is a little tidbit from someone who has thought about and who is still considering chickening out of this hell hole of a life, and facing the wrath of God. Though they know that the punishment from God may be worse then the pain of living out the rest of this life....

Death is the end to all worldly pain and suffering, Death will pass you from one world onto another. Death will alow you to escape the pain and suffering and angiush that was wrongly placed upon you. Mabye the world would be a better place without you, Mabye there would be less pain and suffering in the world, Mabye your family would be happy, Undoubtly there would be a few who would hurt from the loss of you, but they would get over it, and how much would they really miss you? So the...

Molester liked girls, but only two did he touch Christian was his daughter, Big Fake, his other daughter's best friend. For years he touched them with mouth and hand, and once or twice he entered their skin. For the longest time he thought it not wrong but when everyone found out he was guilt prone. He bought them what they wanted, to try and repay. Finally he turned himself in because of what was being said. Big Fake stopped talking to her "best friend", unless she wanted info on M...

Why God has a vendeta against me, I really don't know. It is obvious that he does though because of the things that are going on in my life. First I got stuck with a psychotic family, and then my father sexually abused my best friend and best sister. Then today on Novemeber 30, 2005 my father is told that he may not have any contact with me or my niece, nephew, and my little sister until we are 18. We all knew that this was going to happen, but not like this. DCS came and ...

All young girls dream of the day that they will be asked on their first date, of when they get engaged, of their wedding day, and of the day that they look on the face of their newborn children. What young girl ever thinks of the struggles to get there? All I have ever wanted was to get a boyfriend. I knew it was hard, but I never expected it to happen like this. A guy that I have been friends with for almost four years now said something about me going on a date with him. We were talking...

You left me six years ago today I miss you so very much Sometimes I drowned out your memory with music Sometimes I drowned my pillow with crocodile tears Sometimes I think that I see you standing there, or once in a while I hear you cough. I'm glad that you are not suffering I wish that the cancer would have taken you sooner, so that you did not hurt you so much. Remember when they made us all tell you it was ok for you to go? Well I lied It wasn't, please come back, My heart is r...

Well I have not written in a long time, and this will make my one fan happy. As some of you know Jessica Hill was my best friend for almost five years now, but I feel that those five years have been spent in vain. Jessica's "stepdad" kicked jessica her mom and her brother out about two weeks ago. That same weekend my Uncle Ed stepped on my kitten, which broke all of his ribs. Jessica and I were suppossed to hang out that day, which got canceled and I believe that was a pretty mutual thing. ...

As we all know, school is about ot be out for the summer. For some, school is already out(Trinitie!). Everyone has plans, and others are just going to wing it. For me it is my last summer as a child, the last summer that my parents have to pay for me when we fo on vacation. So I have decided that I am going to live it up! I am going to hang out at home, help my sister-in-law with her pregnant self. Then I am going to swim all day, but who is not going to do that! The reason that I wrote ...

Rain or shine I will always love you When the weather is bad, you make it feel like the sun is shining When the weather is good, you make it feel that the sun is shining even brighter. When I look at the stars, I see the outline of your face. When I look in your eyes, I see the stars from the sky. When I hear the thunder rumble, I call on you to make me feel safe. When I have a bad dream, I call you for comfort. When I feel alone, you make me feel better. Rain or Shine I will a...

Rain or shine I will love you, When the weather is bad, you make me feel loved. When the weather is good, you make the sun shine seem brighter. When I look at the stars, I see your face When I look in your eyes, I see my heart. When you hold me tight, I feel safe and warm. When I hear the thunder rumble in the distance, I call upon you to keep safe. When I have a bad dream, I call for you. Rain or Shine I will always love. Now it is time for me to wake up, I realize that I will neve...

You said you liked me You said you left her but today you hugged her in the hallway You walked to the corner discretly, her hand in yours You pulled her in, and pushed her out faster than a blink. You walked away grinnig, she was smiling too. I knew you were fibbing, I should have listened. So now I am leaving, with out a care in the world. My heart will hurt, the cut is deep. It will be scarred from a lieing cheat!

This weekend we had a big family discussion, and I found some news that I do not like very much. We will be moving for the third time since I have lived in this big city. I would not mind so much if it was to another city or another state, but it is back to my old house that is filled withthe smell of weed mixed with nasty animals and cigarette smoke. My mother is moving in with my sister and my father and I are moving back into the house. I do not mind so much who is living there, it is m...

I started a picket line in front of class, If you cross it i will kick your ASS!

Well I am here again to write another blog, I could not stay away if I tried, this is some addictive Sh*t. Anyway, I think that everyone has friends that they just vent on. Also, everyone has friends that they do not like very much. My friends serve as both for me. Like Trinitie is my only friend that I think really understands me, she is moving and lately she seems to not like me as much but she is one of the few friends that I have that really understands me. ( Trinitie I know that you will...