I not been writing blogs on here in a long time. So much has happened, so much has changed. I got extremly happy for a long time, and then it all crashed again. BUt that is how life is. I lost Eddie, he became my best friend, we did everything together. He literally cried on my shoulder when his ex broke up with him. Then, I fell in love with him. It was wonderful, and daunting, and horrible in the end. He actually ended our friendship officially because of the fact that I loved him. He said, a...

Standing in front of the mirror, I felt the tears welling to the edges of my eyes. That is when I watched in amazment as my green eyes began to to turn blue at the edges. It made me think, that usually I am a happy person, just lately I have been rough, and blue around the edges. So much has happened, and so much has changed. I know that I should not fight what is happening because there is nothing that I can do for it now. It is in the past, but it was everything that I held dearest to my...