How many times will I let you
I never let anyone hurt me until I met you.
I feel really funny when I talk to you,
My heart flutters and my stomache turns inside out.
What should I do?
Should I put myself out there more and ask you,
Or should I just keep my mouth shut and pull away.
Rejection is not exactly me favorite thing,
But what if I just let you pass and you are the love of my life.
I have seen your dates, Barbie and Ken you look like
So I know that you would not date me.
Should I lose weight and start wearing make-up?
But then that would not be me,
Is it worth changing, and doing what I swore I never would.
Eddie, I think that I love you,
You have turned me into a helpless romantic,
I am mushy and I just lose my breath whenever someone mentions your name.
Should I just follow like a lost puppy to the person that pets them.
I wish that this was easy, but nothing in life is.