Goodbye

Published on February 25, 2005 By Kaulani In Blogging

This is my last article, because I am just burned out with wrting. I may write an occassional blog or two, but my life just doesnt have enough to talk about. In my little simple life all I do is sit at home studying, or go to work, or go to school. My life has nothing amazing happen in it. I have no dates to write about, no love to write about, and no real friends to complain about. Nothing in this life of mying is amazing.
My life will always be the life of a simple girl in a big city. A simple girl who wants to go somewhere and do something. A simple girl who wants to go out in the world and make a difference. All I know is that my life will be a tiny unnoticable wrinkle in the bedsheet of life. I will not be a great writer ( all you have to do is read my terrible writing), I will never paint a masterpiece, I will never write a sypmhony.
Eventually I will adopt children or produce children and I will raise them the best that I know how to. I will mabye be their hero, but I will never be a medal of honor winner. I will never find the cure to cancer or AIDS or anything else. I will never help mankind in much of anyway.
I will always be simple Elaina Beverwyk who got swallowed up by the big city.

Comments

new-age nomad

on Feb 27, 2005

Not too shabby, youngun....except for the fact that's it's not true.

I read in a book recently that our importance lies in the fact that we're important to each other. And you're important to me, so you have changed the world.

Change your perspective, and your attitude will magically change with it.

Trinitie

Kaulani

on Feb 27, 2005

If noone ever listens to me and they do not even cae how I feel when they treat me like shit, then I really do not have much of a perspective to change. If I can never get a word in edge wise then technically I do not have a perspective.
Aloha

InBloom

on Feb 27, 2005

Give yourself another chance...you sound young...don't let that big city...or more importantly, your view of yourself, swallow you whole.

new-age nomad

on Feb 28, 2005

Don't be so cynical, Elaina. You do get a word in "edge wise", it's just hard for anyone to follow you because you're a bit like Tancie when it comes to discussion; you're automatically on the defensive.

Do you really think I treat you like shit? Please clarify this opinion.

Trinitie

Kaulani

on Feb 28, 2005

Trinitie,
You do treat me like shit sometime, but I think that it is both you and me. I also think that it is partly that you are pushing us away. The other day you just randomly snipped at me bacuse you just wanted to, and then you went down the hall and you were really nice to August.
Aloha

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